i've developed a sudden cough. D=
apparently jaejoong also has a cough right now. WE ARE SO DESTINED FOR EACH OTHER, OMG!
And since i've added new pics + changed my relationship status in facebook, I've gotten a HUGE amount of friend requests + comments of current friends. wow. I need to get fake-married and have fake-babies more often. :D
<3 Soph, my husband.
YES, SHE'S THE MAN! I'M ALL WOMANLY AND ELEGANT, SHE'S ALL MANLY AND...MANLY!
hohoho. there's more chances of her being able to carry me over a threshold than me carrying her though. that's very true. *weak arms*
Her house was awesome. I had a lot of fun baking my own wedding cake. AND JAEDA LOVES ME! <3 SHE LOOOOVES ME, SHE LOOOOVES MEEEEE! (i think she does?)
Hah, she stared and smiled at me, and she's so hyper and awesome. she kept coming up to me, and I thought she wanted me to carry or hug her. but it turned out she just kept wanting to take the stuffed pig or cushion away from me. D=
SHE STILL LOVES ME!
(i hope)
it's my natural motherly presence that welcomes her and makes her feel all comfortable around me! yes yes, i truly believe in that!
....I want my own children. D= 20 sons, 5 daughters. please, God, please.
As always, had a lot of fun with Soph. :D she's so spazztastic. <3 soph, come over to my house yeah? kekekeke
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
<3
- Mom
- Soph
- Julian
- Zoe - http://www.chunkyfunkymunky.blogspot.com/
- Rachel
- Benedict
- Vern
That's who has wished me so far. :D In order, of course. Zoe's post dedication to me pwns. Her photoshop skills wins, and I fail at tanning. :D kekeke!
Happy birthday to me! (oh, the vanity!)
Monday, September 22, 2008
Low Battery
She mulled over her writings, pencil at the ready, always swift to cross out any word that didn't please her. She murmured to herself
no, not that word, 'desired' maybe? 'longed for'? ah, yes, 'wished'!
as she went along, searching for the words that would complete the jigsaw puzzle.
Writing wasn't romantic for her. Not at all. For some others, writing was as romantic as love, as spring, as Paris, as rainbows and butterflies. But for her, it wasn't. It wasn't romance. It wasn't expression. It was life. And she clung to her life desperately, knowing full well that without it, she'd lose her voice.
She scribbled along, rushing -- others took their time in writing, penning down every word with great care -- always rushing. Life was calling for her, and she was ready to answer it immediately.
Hahaha, okay, I don't know what that was about. I just needed to quickly write something. I haven't written anything in ages -- bad Roanne! -- and I need to express something (yes express. That girl up there is not me -- writing is my way of expression). My muse decided to come back from her vacation. Well, not really. My muse ditched me many years ago and still hasn't returned, but I'm getting along fine without it. She'll come crawling back to me! They all do! Rawr.
But yes, I needed to write a quick drabble. That one up there had no direction at all, I just wrote on impulse. It's too simple and un-pretty. :( And also, random. But heck, random is what drabbles are. I don't know. I'll work on something pretty later. Maybe something romaaaaantic for my birthday, kekeke.
I think I'll start posting random writings up here -- in order to make up for my lack of updates. You know, I'd love critiques and comments - especially critiques - but I have a feeling that most of my writings will be too short to warrant anything. Hahaha, oh well.
And OMG, LOL @ Vonn's "gotta catch them all!"
no, not that word, 'desired' maybe? 'longed for'? ah, yes, 'wished'!
as she went along, searching for the words that would complete the jigsaw puzzle.
Writing wasn't romantic for her. Not at all. For some others, writing was as romantic as love, as spring, as Paris, as rainbows and butterflies. But for her, it wasn't. It wasn't romance. It wasn't expression. It was life. And she clung to her life desperately, knowing full well that without it, she'd lose her voice.
She scribbled along, rushing -- others took their time in writing, penning down every word with great care -- always rushing. Life was calling for her, and she was ready to answer it immediately.
Finitos
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Hahaha, okay, I don't know what that was about. I just needed to quickly write something. I haven't written anything in ages -- bad Roanne! -- and I need to express something (yes express. That girl up there is not me -- writing is my way of expression). My muse decided to come back from her vacation. Well, not really. My muse ditched me many years ago and still hasn't returned, but I'm getting along fine without it. She'll come crawling back to me! They all do! Rawr.
But yes, I needed to write a quick drabble. That one up there had no direction at all, I just wrote on impulse. It's too simple and un-pretty. :( And also, random. But heck, random is what drabbles are. I don't know. I'll work on something pretty later. Maybe something romaaaaantic for my birthday, kekeke.
I think I'll start posting random writings up here -- in order to make up for my lack of updates. You know, I'd love critiques and comments - especially critiques - but I have a feeling that most of my writings will be too short to warrant anything. Hahaha, oh well.
And OMG, LOL @ Vonn's "gotta catch them all!"
Friday, September 12, 2008
Behold! And all was right in the world once more!
Hark, a new post!
Okay, no one checks my blog anyway, hahaha. =D Yesh, it's my fault for not updating. But it's Korowa's fault for not letting me update.
Actually, it's the education system in general. DARN YOU, SCHOOLS!
Okay, so are there any new updates about me?
...NO! Roanne is eternally the same. Never-ever-changing, always remaining the same wonderful girl. Forever. And ever. And you all must be so grateful for that.
Oh, right, I cut my hair. More layered now (as in, it's more obvious than last time). I'm happy with my hair. No fringe also. Screw you fringes, you go take your oh-ow-stop-poking-me-in-the-eye-hair-strands to someone else. Not for me, hair fibers! Not for me!
Anyway, yeah, it's shorter, and I can't do my cute pigtail braids anymore (RIP cute schoolgirl look) because all the hair will stick out randomly, and I'd look like Medusa with braided hair.
But it's nifty. I don't think you guys would notice any difference though. No one ever notices when I do something with my hair, seriously! Everytime I get a haircut, and whine about how the hairdresser cut too much off, everybody would just say, "...you got a haircut?"
Heck, last time, when I got a PERM, no one noticed. A PERM. PERM. P-E-R-M! As in, curly locks of love. NO ONE noticed.
(actually, that was because my hair somehow can't be permed and went straight during the weekend, as I had gotten my hair permed on Friday...which brings me to another point)
So, my hair is uber straight, yah? We all know that. It's a gift and a curse for me. Easy to maintain, but I love curly hair. Like, really love curly hair, the nice long elegant swooping mega-ringlet (not those small, multiple ones, but the type of ringlets that swirl down into one smart, elegant and classy ringlet). But my mom doesn't want me to.
And in a way, I'm okay with that. Because 1) I might suck with curly hair (I AM NOT A RISK-TAKER!) and 2) You know how a perm fades with time right? I personally think that for most people, during the period when the perm fades (approx. 3~6 months), the hair turns out really raggedly and un-classy. And I don't want that. Roanne + unclassy = DOES NOT COMPUTE!
But anyway, my now-more-layered-hair has more shape in it. Well, moreso than last time. I love you, hairdresser lady.
Hairdresser lady (henceforth referred to as HL, or Hello Litty) is a Malaysian, too. And she speaks in the most Malaysian-Cantonized way ever. I love her.
My sister doesn't like her though. Cause Hello Litty gave her a strange, omg-there's-a-bird's-nest-on-your-head fringe last time. Rachel's all "Never more, Hello Litty! You can take your scissors somewhere else, my money will never enter your pocket!"
Rachel's fringe is now all awesome though, thanks to an Australian hairdresser she saw a few weeks back. His name is Robert, and they serve hot chocolate in his hairdressing shop. He's awesome. I've never met him. Mom won't let me go there though, cause he charges 3 times as much as Hello Litty.
Oh well. My hair is made of win. =)
And yes Vonn, I'd like to buy a student. Buy 1 get one free, you say? I'll buy 2 then. I want four kids. ALL BOYS PLZ! Can I choose? I want Ivan. Oh, wait, can I have Jovene too? :D
Oh, and SOPH IS COMING HERE TOMORROW, OMG?
And....MY BIRTHDAY IS NEXT NEXT WEEK, OMG??? I expected to be bombarded by presents from you all. Send via snail mail please, I love you all.
Oh saya tuhan! (hahaha what what?)
Okay, no one checks my blog anyway, hahaha. =D Yesh, it's my fault for not updating. But it's Korowa's fault for not letting me update.
Actually, it's the education system in general. DARN YOU, SCHOOLS!
Okay, so are there any new updates about me?
...NO! Roanne is eternally the same. Never-ever-changing, always remaining the same wonderful girl. Forever. And ever. And you all must be so grateful for that.
Oh, right, I cut my hair. More layered now (as in, it's more obvious than last time). I'm happy with my hair. No fringe also. Screw you fringes, you go take your oh-ow-stop-poking-me-in-the-eye-hair-strands to someone else. Not for me, hair fibers! Not for me!
Anyway, yeah, it's shorter, and I can't do my cute pigtail braids anymore (RIP cute schoolgirl look) because all the hair will stick out randomly, and I'd look like Medusa with braided hair.
But it's nifty. I don't think you guys would notice any difference though. No one ever notices when I do something with my hair, seriously! Everytime I get a haircut, and whine about how the hairdresser cut too much off, everybody would just say, "...you got a haircut?"
Heck, last time, when I got a PERM, no one noticed. A PERM. PERM. P-E-R-M! As in, curly locks of love. NO ONE noticed.
(actually, that was because my hair somehow can't be permed and went straight during the weekend, as I had gotten my hair permed on Friday...which brings me to another point)
So, my hair is uber straight, yah? We all know that. It's a gift and a curse for me. Easy to maintain, but I love curly hair. Like, really love curly hair, the nice long elegant swooping mega-ringlet (not those small, multiple ones, but the type of ringlets that swirl down into one smart, elegant and classy ringlet). But my mom doesn't want me to.
And in a way, I'm okay with that. Because 1) I might suck with curly hair (I AM NOT A RISK-TAKER!) and 2) You know how a perm fades with time right? I personally think that for most people, during the period when the perm fades (approx. 3~6 months), the hair turns out really raggedly and un-classy. And I don't want that. Roanne + unclassy = DOES NOT COMPUTE!
But anyway, my now-more-layered-hair has more shape in it. Well, moreso than last time. I love you, hairdresser lady.
Hairdresser lady (henceforth referred to as HL, or Hello Litty) is a Malaysian, too. And she speaks in the most Malaysian-Cantonized way ever. I love her.
My sister doesn't like her though. Cause Hello Litty gave her a strange, omg-there's-a-bird's-nest-on-your-head fringe last time. Rachel's all "Never more, Hello Litty! You can take your scissors somewhere else, my money will never enter your pocket!"
Rachel's fringe is now all awesome though, thanks to an Australian hairdresser she saw a few weeks back. His name is Robert, and they serve hot chocolate in his hairdressing shop. He's awesome. I've never met him. Mom won't let me go there though, cause he charges 3 times as much as Hello Litty.
Oh well. My hair is made of win. =)
And yes Vonn, I'd like to buy a student. Buy 1 get one free, you say? I'll buy 2 then. I want four kids. ALL BOYS PLZ! Can I choose? I want Ivan. Oh, wait, can I have Jovene too? :D
Oh, and SOPH IS COMING HERE TOMORROW, OMG?
And....MY BIRTHDAY IS NEXT NEXT WEEK, OMG??? I expected to be bombarded by presents from you all. Send via snail mail please, I love you all.
Oh saya tuhan! (hahaha what what?)
Friday, August 01, 2008
I am both a lazy little pig and a very busy nerd, thus I haven't updated this Roanne-forsaken blog.
Anyway, holidays are over, school's up again. Homework's killing me.
Watched Batman on Sunday. Was very good. Go watch it now. When the credits rolled, everyone in the cinema started applauding. :D
I think my memory's improving, but my concentration is started to falter really quickly. D=
Daddy dearest is returning tomorrow night -- with a weight scale for me. HAHAHHA! Also hopefully some games/music CDs. Again, he's bought a whole bunch of Chinese dramas for Mom. ~_~ If Mom watched romantic comedies or something, I'd watch along and try to focus on what they're saying to learn Mandarin. But nay, she watches old war movies with cheesy sword clashing sound effects. And also, old guys with strange strange moustaches.
I need to start managing my time better. D=
UPDATE END!
Oh wait, one more thing. What the heck is with random spam on my chatbox? AASKDFJAWELKASKAHI!
Anyway, holidays are over, school's up again. Homework's killing me.
Watched Batman on Sunday. Was very good. Go watch it now. When the credits rolled, everyone in the cinema started applauding. :D
I think my memory's improving, but my concentration is started to falter really quickly. D=
Daddy dearest is returning tomorrow night -- with a weight scale for me. HAHAHHA! Also hopefully some games/music CDs. Again, he's bought a whole bunch of Chinese dramas for Mom. ~_~ If Mom watched romantic comedies or something, I'd watch along and try to focus on what they're saying to learn Mandarin. But nay, she watches old war movies with cheesy sword clashing sound effects. And also, old guys with strange strange moustaches.
I need to start managing my time better. D=
UPDATE END!
Oh wait, one more thing. What the heck is with random spam on my chatbox? AASKDFJAWELKASKAHI!
Friday, June 27, 2008
Saturday, June 21, 2008
aza aza!
 | |||
 | I will marry JaeJoong. | ||
  | After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Christmas Island in our fabulous Shack. | ||
 | We will have 1234567 kid(s) together. | ||
  | Our family will zoom around in a green Lamborghini. | ||
 | I will spend my days as a professional chocolate taster, and live happily ever after. | ||
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JaeJoong! 1234567 kids! green Lamborghini! professional chocolate taster! Aiee! That would be a dream. Dunno why I put down Christmas Island though. I didn't get either Japan, South Korea, Malaysia, or Australia. D=
lazy~~~
EDIT: Contrary to popular belief, I did not put in JaeJoong in all five entry boxes. THE THING JUST CHOSE HIM FOR ME, OKAY? IT'S DESTINY, FATE, KISMET, BLAH BLAH!
Friday, June 06, 2008
Random fact of the day: there is no Hokkien word for: bra, airport, and pattern. And other words, but eh, let's keep it simple for now.
Bonus random fact: Hokkien is the best Chinese dialect. It's true!
Week 1 of exams OVER! Time to begin Long Weekend Revision For Week 2. Monday is a holiday, a celebration for the Queen's birthday. ALL HAIL THE QUEEN!
Next week, IT and Biology exams. Hu hu hu.
Bonus random fact: Hokkien is the best Chinese dialect. It's true!
Week 1 of exams OVER! Time to begin Long Weekend Revision For Week 2. Monday is a holiday, a celebration for the Queen's birthday. ALL HAIL THE QUEEN!
Next week, IT and Biology exams. Hu hu hu.
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Party ti -- wait, no, wrong
Exams start tomorrow! First up, ENGLISH!
Will be doing a language analysis and an essay on プライドと僻み. Also known as Pride and Prejudice. Hu hu hu, I have no idea whether my Japanese is correct? I know I got the correct words down (プライド = pride, と = and, 僻み = prejudice) but maybe I have the wrong context for these words? There's probably other synonymous words more suited for this context. Hahaha, nevermind. Can't wait till I can TOSS THE FREAKING BOOK OUT OF MY WINDOW! DIEEEEEEEEEE, AUSTEN!!!
(I love you Soph, forgive me darling!)
After the exams, I plan to commence my LINGUAL IMMERSION in all three Asian languages that I so desperately want to learn: Chinese, Korean, and Japanese! Hu hu hu, can't wait. And yes, I realize that attempting to learn three languages at once may cause severe brain damage to myself. But what the heart so desperately desires, the mind and the soul will act accordingly. Or something equally stupid-sounding.
Seriously. All three of those languages are so wonderful. And Hangul is the most awesome thing ever. MINI-SYMBOLS UNITING INTO ONE MEGA-GUNDAM! Okay, I'll calm down.
But Japanese and Korean grammar keep insisting on tripping me, gnawing on my pants leg, and then throwing eggs at me. I hate grammar. Chinese grammar is so much easier. D= Well, kinda. Is there actually any difference between Chinese and English grammar? I can't actually think of any. Probably because I don't really know much Chinese in the first place, heh.
Anyway, meanwhile, I'm currently freaking out. I'm pretty sure I'm not going to do well. At all. Well, maybe on English and IT. But I'll fail Biology, Chemistry, and Math Methods. I'm pretty sure of it.
Pray for me? Please? :D
Oh, fudgecakes. Googled it, and it's supposed to be プライドと偏見. I TRIED, OKAY, I TRIED! *cries* 僻み does mean prejudice though...:(...maybe for another context. Bleh.
More kanji to learn, I suppose. Every little thing I learn is a step towards mastering the language! I must be 前向き! (Optimistic) AND I KNOW I GOT THAT CORRECT, OKAY? (I hope)
Okay, I'll stop procrastinating and go study now. Pray for me, kthx, love you all, hug hug hugs, saya memeluk awak, cium cium cium
(come on guys, start chanting, "GO ROANNE! GO ROANNE! GO GO GO ROANNE!", and dance!)
Will be doing a language analysis and an essay on プライドと僻み. Also known as Pride and Prejudice. Hu hu hu, I have no idea whether my Japanese is correct? I know I got the correct words down (プライド = pride, と = and, 僻み = prejudice) but maybe I have the wrong context for these words? There's probably other synonymous words more suited for this context. Hahaha, nevermind. Can't wait till I can TOSS THE FREAKING BOOK OUT OF MY WINDOW! DIEEEEEEEEEE, AUSTEN!!!
(I love you Soph, forgive me darling!)
After the exams, I plan to commence my LINGUAL IMMERSION in all three Asian languages that I so desperately want to learn: Chinese, Korean, and Japanese! Hu hu hu, can't wait. And yes, I realize that attempting to learn three languages at once may cause severe brain damage to myself. But what the heart so desperately desires, the mind and the soul will act accordingly. Or something equally stupid-sounding.
Seriously. All three of those languages are so wonderful. And Hangul is the most awesome thing ever. MINI-SYMBOLS UNITING INTO ONE MEGA-GUNDAM! Okay, I'll calm down.
But Japanese and Korean grammar keep insisting on tripping me, gnawing on my pants leg, and then throwing eggs at me. I hate grammar. Chinese grammar is so much easier. D= Well, kinda. Is there actually any difference between Chinese and English grammar? I can't actually think of any. Probably because I don't really know much Chinese in the first place, heh.
Anyway, meanwhile, I'm currently freaking out. I'm pretty sure I'm not going to do well. At all. Well, maybe on English and IT. But I'll fail Biology, Chemistry, and Math Methods. I'm pretty sure of it.
Pray for me? Please? :D
Oh, fudgecakes. Googled it, and it's supposed to be プライドと偏見. I TRIED, OKAY, I TRIED! *cries* 僻み does mean prejudice though...:(...maybe for another context. Bleh.
More kanji to learn, I suppose. Every little thing I learn is a step towards mastering the language! I must be 前向き! (Optimistic) AND I KNOW I GOT THAT CORRECT, OKAY? (I hope)
Okay, I'll stop procrastinating and go study now. Pray for me, kthx, love you all, hug hug hugs, saya memeluk awak, cium cium cium
(come on guys, start chanting, "GO ROANNE! GO ROANNE! GO GO GO ROANNE!", and dance!)
Saturday, May 17, 2008
mosquitoes must DIE
I hate them. Grararara.
On Thursday, I was petting the neighborhood cat (name's Jazz, and is so cute and fat, and I love cats now haha). And then, lo and behold, a mosquito bit my pinky finger. Within ten minutes, my finger had swollen up quite badly, but I figured it'd go away.
It's Saturday now, and it's swelling really badly. My pinky finger's width is now bigger than my THUMB. My freaking THUMB.
And the spot where the mosquito bit me keeps producing this weird, yellow pus-juice thing. I have to keep wiping it off with a tissue. It's on my left hand, too, so writing is now really hard. And I have to do my homework. Lousy mosquitoes, trying to make me fail my exams. Seriously, if I write, I'll have to bend my pinky, which makes the juice squirt out more and my finger swell more. I don't know what to do. :(
You know the loose skin around the middle of the finger? The part where the finger bends? Yeah, for my pinky, that spot is all swollen up completely, and fat looking. It's like having an obese finger.
On a happier note, DBSK/Tohoshinki is totally brightening my life up. OH JAEJOONG/YUNHO, MARRY ME! And of course, Teppei. ^_^
On Thursday, I was petting the neighborhood cat (name's Jazz, and is so cute and fat, and I love cats now haha). And then, lo and behold, a mosquito bit my pinky finger. Within ten minutes, my finger had swollen up quite badly, but I figured it'd go away.
It's Saturday now, and it's swelling really badly. My pinky finger's width is now bigger than my THUMB. My freaking THUMB.
And the spot where the mosquito bit me keeps producing this weird, yellow pus-juice thing. I have to keep wiping it off with a tissue. It's on my left hand, too, so writing is now really hard. And I have to do my homework. Lousy mosquitoes, trying to make me fail my exams. Seriously, if I write, I'll have to bend my pinky, which makes the juice squirt out more and my finger swell more. I don't know what to do. :(
You know the loose skin around the middle of the finger? The part where the finger bends? Yeah, for my pinky, that spot is all swollen up completely, and fat looking. It's like having an obese finger.
On a happier note, DBSK/Tohoshinki is totally brightening my life up. OH JAEJOONG/YUNHO, MARRY ME! And of course, Teppei. ^_^
Monday, May 12, 2008
oh, i wuv youuuu anberlin!
OH YES HOT STUFF ANBERLIN! Akakaka!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/New_Surrender
Their fourth studio album currently slated for an August release.
OH YES! I am pumped! I need more awesome songs to fuel my playlist! The album will be "guitar-heavy", but I really hope they put in one or two happy-poppy songs like Autobahn or Downtown Song. ^_^
And there'll be "diverse instruments"...like the sitar. Whoa, the sitar. Awesomesauce. And they also want one of their tracks to be playable on Rock Band. WHOOAAAAAAAA!
This is their first album with their new record company, by the way. It's a 'major label' : Universal Republic Records. Now, pretend that you know what that is. Because I know that I don't. =/
But regardless: Anberlin will rock. Oh, right, and because I know most of you won't care to read the wiki article, I'll just copy-pasta a quote regarding the album title, New Surrender:
August, come quickly!!
By the way, I think this is a record for me. How many updates already? Normally I only update twice a month. Wakaka. I think I'm just procrastinating studying. Lol. D=
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/New_Surrender
Their fourth studio album currently slated for an August release.
OH YES! I am pumped! I need more awesome songs to fuel my playlist! The album will be "guitar-heavy", but I really hope they put in one or two happy-poppy songs like Autobahn or Downtown Song. ^_^
And there'll be "diverse instruments"...like the sitar. Whoa, the sitar. Awesomesauce. And they also want one of their tracks to be playable on Rock Band. WHOOAAAAAAAA!
This is their first album with their new record company, by the way. It's a 'major label' : Universal Republic Records. Now, pretend that you know what that is. Because I know that I don't. =/
But regardless: Anberlin will rock. Oh, right, and because I know most of you won't care to read the wiki article, I'll just copy-pasta a quote regarding the album title, New Surrender:
We will all come to the point in our life where we have to admit that we feelWhy, yes sir, Mr. Christian, ye are a poet sir! Yar!
defeated, that something has conquered us. We must change, not because we want
to, but because we desperately have to. We can not take life in its current
suffocating state, even to admit such desperation shows that we are feeling
deserted, wandering the barren desert, a shell of our former selves. It is only
up from here, it is impossible to sink any lower into ourselves or our
circumstances. But we can be salvaged, a deliverance. No vice can stand, no fix
can take. The thorn in the side can be removed, but you have to be willing to
admit and surrender. Surrender your habits, your lifestyle, your past, your
present, and your future. This is your new surrender. The new surrender.
August, come quickly!!
By the way, I think this is a record for me. How many updates already? Normally I only update twice a month. Wakaka. I think I'm just procrastinating studying. Lol. D=
I am a sad panda. And also, a banana.
I feel a lot of regret over not doing more when I was younger.
I think that the reason why I feel that I don't have a lot of free time now is because there's so much I want to do. I want to play the piano, I want to learn the guitar, I want to develop my musical ability, I want to learn Mandarin, I want to learn Japanese, and I want to write like a frenzied artist.
When I was younger, I should've taken advantage of my free time to further my piano and Mandarin studies. But nooooo, I had to not be interested in them back then.
I don't "regret" any of my decisions. They make sense to me still. I stopped piano and Mandarin because I didn't like it. I don't learn anything if I don't like it, really. But I just wish that...I had wanted to learn it back then. If I was interested back then, I know I could've achieved so much.
And so now, I have to cram in writing, learning languages, and learning instruments into any time I have that isn't dedicated to studying.
I think I do sound quite silly lah. But I really want to be awesome at all these things. I want to be a polyglot (can speak a lot of languages lah), an awesomesauce writer, and a OMGWOWOWOWOW musician. And I know that if I keep working at these things, I can and will one day be all those things. But with what little time I have to practice these things, that 'one day' is very far away.
I haven't practiced guitar in weeks. WEEKS! When I finally practice again, my fingers are going to hurt like heck.
What I regret: not having good time-management skills. Oh time, where are thou?
I'm going to make my kids watch Nodame Cantabile so that they'll want to learn an instrument and Japanese, and make them listen to awesome (not ulu opera songs) Chinese songs so that they'll want to learn that.
Oh, and I wish I had taken up violin. I was actually suppose to study violin! I remember going to the music store with my family and looking at a selection of small, cute violins meant for a small girl like me! But...I don't remember why I didn't study it. O_o. I went with piano after that.
And you know what that means? IT MEANS THAT I CAN'T JOIN AN ORCHESTRA! Darn it all, how am I supposed to meet hot musicians and have awesome romantic dramas with them? I LOST MY CHANCE AT A REAL-LIFE J-DRAMA! *cries*
Oh, and I want to do Vonn's awesome photo tag thing. But I'm quite lazy! I also don't have a lot of photos. D= I'll get around to it though. Meanwhile, KEEP TAGGING ME PEOPLE! WITH NON-TIMECONSUMING PHOTO TAGS! JUST WORDREPLY TAGS PLS!
Summary = I'm a sad black-and-white banana.
I think that the reason why I feel that I don't have a lot of free time now is because there's so much I want to do. I want to play the piano, I want to learn the guitar, I want to develop my musical ability, I want to learn Mandarin, I want to learn Japanese, and I want to write like a frenzied artist.
When I was younger, I should've taken advantage of my free time to further my piano and Mandarin studies. But nooooo, I had to not be interested in them back then.
I don't "regret" any of my decisions. They make sense to me still. I stopped piano and Mandarin because I didn't like it. I don't learn anything if I don't like it, really. But I just wish that...I had wanted to learn it back then. If I was interested back then, I know I could've achieved so much.
And so now, I have to cram in writing, learning languages, and learning instruments into any time I have that isn't dedicated to studying.
I think I do sound quite silly lah. But I really want to be awesome at all these things. I want to be a polyglot (can speak a lot of languages lah), an awesomesauce writer, and a OMGWOWOWOWOW musician. And I know that if I keep working at these things, I can and will one day be all those things. But with what little time I have to practice these things, that 'one day' is very far away.
I haven't practiced guitar in weeks. WEEKS! When I finally practice again, my fingers are going to hurt like heck.
What I regret: not having good time-management skills. Oh time, where are thou?
I'm going to make my kids watch Nodame Cantabile so that they'll want to learn an instrument and Japanese, and make them listen to awesome (not ulu opera songs) Chinese songs so that they'll want to learn that.
Oh, and I wish I had taken up violin. I was actually suppose to study violin! I remember going to the music store with my family and looking at a selection of small, cute violins meant for a small girl like me! But...I don't remember why I didn't study it. O_o. I went with piano after that.
And you know what that means? IT MEANS THAT I CAN'T JOIN AN ORCHESTRA! Darn it all, how am I supposed to meet hot musicians and have awesome romantic dramas with them? I LOST MY CHANCE AT A REAL-LIFE J-DRAMA! *cries*
Oh, and I want to do Vonn's awesome photo tag thing. But I'm quite lazy! I also don't have a lot of photos. D= I'll get around to it though. Meanwhile, KEEP TAGGING ME PEOPLE! WITH NON-TIMECONSUMING PHOTO TAGS! JUST WORDREPLY TAGS PLS!
Summary = I'm a sad black-and-white banana.
Thursday, May 08, 2008
I fell asleep in class today. I woke up riiiiight before my teacher went, "Are you sleeping, Roanne?" To which I quickly replied, "Huh, oh, no, of course not!"
I'm such a good student, hor?
I have a maths test tomorrow. Pray for me plskthxbai. Oh, and also an IT excursion! We're going to the city...TO A GAMES EXHIBITION! OMG OMG OMG, PSYCH!!!!!!! I love IT. Wakakaka. Exhibition is about gaming, history of games and whatnot. I AM HYPED!!!!!
But then...MATHS TEST.
But then! GAMES!
But then...MATHS TEST!
But then...GAMES!!!
I'm contemplating taking up piano lessons again, at my school. I want to not suck at it. ~_~
BTW, Vonn, START FACEBOOK-WALLING!!!! ~_~_~_~_~_~ I WANT EPIC POSTS, DARN YOUUUU!!! And papayas do not suck. Squeeze lemons over them and they rock. AND they make your boobs grow (according to some Chinese tradition, lol). Thus, they are vital to me. :( I hate being an airport. ~_~
Back to music-topic: I wish I was more musically attuned. D= Like, perfect pitch, sense of rhythm, blah blah blah. I have the worst hand-eye coordination too. And heck, left hand-right hand coordination.
....mangosteens, where art thou? D= Currently, my fantasy is hugging Teppei Koike who's holding a bowl full of mangosteens and rambutans.
Anyway, back to maths. Anyone want to help me? PRAY FOR ME :D!
I'm such a good student, hor?
I have a maths test tomorrow. Pray for me plskthxbai. Oh, and also an IT excursion! We're going to the city...TO A GAMES EXHIBITION! OMG OMG OMG, PSYCH!!!!!!! I love IT. Wakakaka. Exhibition is about gaming, history of games and whatnot. I AM HYPED!!!!!
But then...MATHS TEST.
But then! GAMES!
But then...MATHS TEST!
But then...GAMES!!!
I'm contemplating taking up piano lessons again, at my school. I want to not suck at it. ~_~
BTW, Vonn, START FACEBOOK-WALLING!!!! ~_~_~_~_~_~ I WANT EPIC POSTS, DARN YOUUUU!!! And papayas do not suck. Squeeze lemons over them and they rock. AND they make your boobs grow (according to some Chinese tradition, lol). Thus, they are vital to me. :( I hate being an airport. ~_~
Back to music-topic: I wish I was more musically attuned. D= Like, perfect pitch, sense of rhythm, blah blah blah. I have the worst hand-eye coordination too. And heck, left hand-right hand coordination.
....mangosteens, where art thou? D= Currently, my fantasy is hugging Teppei Koike who's holding a bowl full of mangosteens and rambutans.
Anyway, back to maths. Anyone want to help me? PRAY FOR ME :D!
Saturday, May 03, 2008
From condoms to fruits
Dear Australian supermarkets,
Please stop overpricing your papayas outrageously. RM20 for a small, unripe little green ball is ridiculous. Also, please stock rambutans and mangosteens for reasonable prices. Also, I would like to request tasty mango, not those pathetic unripe abominations that sit under the white paper sign labelling them as "Mangos". Those are not mangos. Those are sins. Please purchase a ticket to Malaysia, and proceed to buy and taste the mangos there. Those are mangos. Those are divinity incarnated as a fruit.
Also, in case I lost you in my first sentence, what I call a 'papaya' is what you call 'pawpaws'. Don't ask me why I use a clearly superior title for these heavenly fruits. Rather, ask yourselves why you insist on using such a stupid name for such respectable fruits.
Thank you for your time. I hope you will take into consideration everything I've written and come to the conclusion that I am right and you are wrong. Good day.
Yours truly,
A very cranky, fruit-starved Malaysian.
Please stop overpricing your papayas outrageously. RM20 for a small, unripe little green ball is ridiculous. Also, please stock rambutans and mangosteens for reasonable prices. Also, I would like to request tasty mango, not those pathetic unripe abominations that sit under the white paper sign labelling them as "Mangos". Those are not mangos. Those are sins. Please purchase a ticket to Malaysia, and proceed to buy and taste the mangos there. Those are mangos. Those are divinity incarnated as a fruit.
Also, in case I lost you in my first sentence, what I call a 'papaya' is what you call 'pawpaws'. Don't ask me why I use a clearly superior title for these heavenly fruits. Rather, ask yourselves why you insist on using such a stupid name for such respectable fruits.
Thank you for your time. I hope you will take into consideration everything I've written and come to the conclusion that I am right and you are wrong. Good day.
Yours truly,
A very cranky, fruit-starved Malaysian.
Friday, May 02, 2008
Oh, Korowa youuuuu, lolol
My school gave me a condom. WAHAHAHAHAAAAAA!
They sprung a sex education thinggy on us under the guise of the title "Decision Making". They also showed us a video, and there was this short segment where there was a model of a guy's ding-a-ling-ling and taught us how to put on a condom.
I have no idea why they're teaching an all-girls' school how to put on a condom. But hey, lol!
Oh, and throughout the whole thing, I was covering my face with a white scarf (borrowed from Gloria dahling) because I was giggling and tittering. SO MATURE, AMIRITE? wakakaka. I think I'll eternally be laughing whenever someone mentions sex to me. WAKAKAKAKA!
The condom was made in Malaysia, btw. I had no idea that Malaysia even produced condoms. I don't know why.
I think my mom threw it away already, hahahah.
Oh, and stress. BUT I SHALL PERSEVERE! FOR TEPPEI KOIKE! AND WYAAAAATT! <3<3
They sprung a sex education thinggy on us under the guise of the title "Decision Making". They also showed us a video, and there was this short segment where there was a model of a guy's ding-a-ling-ling and taught us how to put on a condom.
I have no idea why they're teaching an all-girls' school how to put on a condom. But hey, lol!
Oh, and throughout the whole thing, I was covering my face with a white scarf (borrowed from Gloria dahling) because I was giggling and tittering. SO MATURE, AMIRITE? wakakaka. I think I'll eternally be laughing whenever someone mentions sex to me. WAKAKAKAKA!
The condom was made in Malaysia, btw. I had no idea that Malaysia even produced condoms. I don't know why.
I think my mom threw it away already, hahahah.
Oh, and stress. BUT I SHALL PERSEVERE! FOR TEPPEI KOIKE! AND WYAAAAATT! <3<3
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Tagged by Nina Banana
1. What do you do when someone physically attacks you for no reason?
RUN AWAAAAAAYY!!!
2. Do you sing along to songs even if u don't like the song?
Yes...
3. What do you think has been the hardest decision you've had to make this far?
...becoming a dentist? No, seriously. I STILL AM NOT SUREEEEE! OH FUTURE, WHAT ARE THOU?
4. What do you do when you're upset?
scream gibberish words.
5. What is the one thing that always or mostly makes you feel better?
Teppei Koike. What?
6. What do you do when you're alone?
Sing. Sexily. *eyebrow wiggle* (actually, I just play games, cause my parents will scold me if they see me playing games, so I must play in secret, yep yep)
7. What are you feeling now?
PROCRASTINATION! is that a feeling?
8. What would you do if you had only one day to live?
Fly to Japan to propose to Teppei. He can't exactly say no to a dying girl's wishes, can he? Mwehehehe
9. What is your favorite phrase?
*throws a plate of potatoes at you* & "THEY'RE ALL POTATOES!"
10. What is your definition of entertainment? (example please.)
Games...? Um....fangirling and watching j-dramas! Yes! OH NODAME CANTABILE, THOU ART AWESOME!
11. What do you hate most?
Orals. English orals. Regarding boring books.
12. What are you craving at the moment?
Teppei Koike
13. Which country would you like to reside in permanently?
This is actually a really hard question for me. Malaysia? Australia? Japan? HEAVEN? WHO KNOWS?
14. Are you in some form or way a masochist?
Yes. *sexy eyebrow wiggle*
15. What is the one thing you really like about yourself?
My eyebrows My randomness.
16. What is the one thing you don't like about yourself?
My nose. My procrastination and fear of public speaking.
17. What is your most unrealistic dream?
Marrying Teppei Koike. :(
18. What do you think of global warming; true or false?
True lah
19. Who is better Tyra Banks or Oprah (if you haven't seen at least 10 minutes of either, please refrain from answering).
Oprah. What kind of question is this. Pfft.
20. What is home to you?
Home is where the laughter is! ^_^ It can be anywhere, and everywhere! It's where I can feel happy!
21. What is the one thing your parents do that irritate you the most?
...their nagging and obsession with studies ANNNDDDD strictness. rawr
22. What is your perception of yourself?
Don't really understand this question...? Um...I'm...a...girl? Er...what?
23. What is the craziest thing you've ever done?
...nothing, actually. I can't think of anything. OH GOSH, I AM DULL!
24. Liquid soap or soap bar?
BAR SOAP, DOODS!
25. What is the one stupidest thing you've done that you can say, "I'm never doing that again!"?
Hahah, nothing. Everything's there for learning experiences.
FINITO!
OH MAN, I'M BORING WITH TAGS! BUT HEY, TAG ME, BABY!
1. What do you do when someone physically attacks you for no reason?
RUN AWAAAAAAYY!!!
2. Do you sing along to songs even if u don't like the song?
Yes...
3. What do you think has been the hardest decision you've had to make this far?
...becoming a dentist? No, seriously. I STILL AM NOT SUREEEEE! OH FUTURE, WHAT ARE THOU?
4. What do you do when you're upset?
scream gibberish words.
5. What is the one thing that always or mostly makes you feel better?
Teppei Koike. What?
6. What do you do when you're alone?
Sing. Sexily. *eyebrow wiggle* (actually, I just play games, cause my parents will scold me if they see me playing games, so I must play in secret, yep yep)
7. What are you feeling now?
PROCRASTINATION! is that a feeling?
8. What would you do if you had only one day to live?
Fly to Japan to propose to Teppei. He can't exactly say no to a dying girl's wishes, can he? Mwehehehe
9. What is your favorite phrase?
*throws a plate of potatoes at you* & "THEY'RE ALL POTATOES!"
10. What is your definition of entertainment? (example please.)
Games...? Um....fangirling and watching j-dramas! Yes! OH NODAME CANTABILE, THOU ART AWESOME!
11. What do you hate most?
Orals. English orals. Regarding boring books.
12. What are you craving at the moment?
Teppei Koike
13. Which country would you like to reside in permanently?
This is actually a really hard question for me. Malaysia? Australia? Japan? HEAVEN? WHO KNOWS?
14. Are you in some form or way a masochist?
Yes. *sexy eyebrow wiggle*
15. What is the one thing you really like about yourself?
My eyebrows My randomness.
16. What is the one thing you don't like about yourself?
My nose. My procrastination and fear of public speaking.
17. What is your most unrealistic dream?
Marrying Teppei Koike. :(
18. What do you think of global warming; true or false?
True lah
19. Who is better Tyra Banks or Oprah (if you haven't seen at least 10 minutes of either, please refrain from answering).
Oprah. What kind of question is this. Pfft.
20. What is home to you?
Home is where the laughter is! ^_^ It can be anywhere, and everywhere! It's where I can feel happy!
21. What is the one thing your parents do that irritate you the most?
...their nagging and obsession with studies ANNNDDDD strictness. rawr
22. What is your perception of yourself?
Don't really understand this question...? Um...I'm...a...girl? Er...what?
23. What is the craziest thing you've ever done?
...nothing, actually. I can't think of anything. OH GOSH, I AM DULL!
24. Liquid soap or soap bar?
BAR SOAP, DOODS!
25. What is the one stupidest thing you've done that you can say, "I'm never doing that again!"?
Hahah, nothing. Everything's there for learning experiences.
FINITO!
OH MAN, I'M BORING WITH TAGS! BUT HEY, TAG ME, BABY!
Friday, April 04, 2008
BAR SOAP OR BODY WASH? YOUR VOTE!
vonn far far away says:
brb. is washing hands and mouth with soap
Nomchan ~ Lovely ★ Complex! says:
...WASHING YOUR MOUTH WITH SOAP?
omg
ewwwww
are you sticking the soap bar inside or something
vonn far far away says:
eer
wash outside of mouth
we use body wash
bar soap is so yesterday
Nomchan ~ Lovely ★ Complex! says:
oohhh
bar soaps are for the hardcore!
vonn far far away says:
no
for the outdated
Nomchan ~ Lovely ★ Complex! says:
hardcore maaann
when you're out in the jungle, you don't have body wash
YOU HAVE BAR SOAP
when you're in a desert, you dont' have body wash
YOU HAVE BAR SOAP
when you're underwater in an old ship, you don't have body wash
YOU HAVE BAR SOAP
vonn far far away says:
u can bring body wash in bottle
it is likez teh travel pack?!
Nomchan ~ Lovely ★ Complex! says:
.....BAR SOAP
vonn far far away says:
noh
Nina says:
i love soap
vonn far far away says:
body wash in ze bottle
omg retards
Nomchan ~ Lovely ★ Complex! says:
post this in your blog
Nina says:
wat
Nomchan ~ Lovely ★ Complex! says:
AND LET YOUR READERS DECIDE
to soap or to not soap!
vonn far far away says:
wth
okay
Nomchan ~ Lovely ★ Complex! says:
that is the question
vonn far far away says:
hahahaha
Nina says:
haha omg
vonn far far away says:
ALL OF US HAVE TO POST IN OUR BLOGS OKAY
brb. is washing hands and mouth with soap
Nomchan ~ Lovely ★ Complex! says:
...WASHING YOUR MOUTH WITH SOAP?
omg
ewwwww
are you sticking the soap bar inside or something
vonn far far away says:
eer
wash outside of mouth
we use body wash
bar soap is so yesterday
Nomchan ~ Lovely ★ Complex! says:
oohhh
bar soaps are for the hardcore!
vonn far far away says:
no
for the outdated
Nomchan ~ Lovely ★ Complex! says:
hardcore maaann
when you're out in the jungle, you don't have body wash
YOU HAVE BAR SOAP
when you're in a desert, you dont' have body wash
YOU HAVE BAR SOAP
when you're underwater in an old ship, you don't have body wash
YOU HAVE BAR SOAP
vonn far far away says:
u can bring body wash in bottle
it is likez teh travel pack?!
Nomchan ~ Lovely ★ Complex! says:
.....BAR SOAP
vonn far far away says:
noh
Nina says:
i love soap
vonn far far away says:
body wash in ze bottle
omg retards
Nomchan ~ Lovely ★ Complex! says:
post this in your blog
Nina says:
wat
Nomchan ~ Lovely ★ Complex! says:
AND LET YOUR READERS DECIDE
to soap or to not soap!
vonn far far away says:
wth
okay
Nomchan ~ Lovely ★ Complex! says:
that is the question
vonn far far away says:
hahahaha
Nina says:
haha omg
vonn far far away says:
ALL OF US HAVE TO POST IN OUR BLOGS OKAY
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Monday, March 10, 2008
wah, almost a month since my last post.
and I did try to take pics. but I look very stupid in all of them. so no pics for you guys! suckers! unless, you want pics of my teddybears + rabbit. they look very nice actually. heheeh
i'll post pics. One day. when I get off my arse and can be bothered to snap pictures properly.
HAHAHAHA THAT'LL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN!
hn, i want to post something, but I forgot what. :(
two more weeks till school holiday!
And I just noticed that I don't properly capitalize the first word of every sentence. I'm not sure why. I'll change that now; it's very annoying to read in my opinion.
Oh, and guys, remember to buy my book when I publish it. One day. =)
And also, please, book a ticket to come to Australia. Please. All of you. I'll let you all sleep in my house on the floor. Just come here and hang out with meeeee!
Oh! And I just discovered that I can see into my neighbor's house through my kitchen window. I was watching them intently for 10 minutes earlier. It's pretty cool. Spying.
I always wanted to be a spy. Since I was a kid. Yes...to work for a secret organization, fighting crime, getting cool gadgets...yar....
Oh, I have 4 tests this week. English, Maths Methods, Chemistry, and Biology. The Big 4. pray for me, darlings? I love Biology, with all my heart. It is the greatest, most interesting subject in the world, and I have the greatest teacher in the world. Chemistry is freaking hard, but my teacher is good. Math is hard, bleh. English is the language of evil.
I've become increasing lazy in practicing my guitar and piano. Guitar, moreso, as I know so little so I have so little to practice. For piano, I know some songs and ditties to waste away my time "practicing".
I need a muse. Someone to inspire me. Motivate me. Someone to brighten up my day and make me jump for joy every second. Someone who'll make me want to be my very best.
I should get a crush lah. Not love or anything, but just a crush. That'll make me want to do stuff more. Fact!
My heart is powered by love! ^_^
Oh, and I just started watching anime! Lovely Complex! It's super funny and cute! It's a romantic comedy about a girl who's taller than most, and a guy who's shorter than most. Will they overcome their differences, put aside their fights, and fall in love? Naaaaah!
Anyway, I must depart, my little darlings! Farewell, farewell!
and I did try to take pics. but I look very stupid in all of them. so no pics for you guys! suckers! unless, you want pics of my teddybears + rabbit. they look very nice actually. heheeh
i'll post pics. One day. when I get off my arse and can be bothered to snap pictures properly.
HAHAHAHA THAT'LL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN!
hn, i want to post something, but I forgot what. :(
two more weeks till school holiday!
And I just noticed that I don't properly capitalize the first word of every sentence. I'm not sure why. I'll change that now; it's very annoying to read in my opinion.
Oh, and guys, remember to buy my book when I publish it. One day. =)
And also, please, book a ticket to come to Australia. Please. All of you. I'll let you all sleep in my house on the floor. Just come here and hang out with meeeee!
Oh! And I just discovered that I can see into my neighbor's house through my kitchen window. I was watching them intently for 10 minutes earlier. It's pretty cool. Spying.
I always wanted to be a spy. Since I was a kid. Yes...to work for a secret organization, fighting crime, getting cool gadgets...yar....
Oh, I have 4 tests this week. English, Maths Methods, Chemistry, and Biology. The Big 4. pray for me, darlings? I love Biology, with all my heart. It is the greatest, most interesting subject in the world, and I have the greatest teacher in the world. Chemistry is freaking hard, but my teacher is good. Math is hard, bleh. English is the language of evil.
I've become increasing lazy in practicing my guitar and piano. Guitar, moreso, as I know so little so I have so little to practice. For piano, I know some songs and ditties to waste away my time "practicing".
I need a muse. Someone to inspire me. Motivate me. Someone to brighten up my day and make me jump for joy every second. Someone who'll make me want to be my very best.
I should get a crush lah. Not love or anything, but just a crush. That'll make me want to do stuff more. Fact!
My heart is powered by love! ^_^
Oh, and I just started watching anime! Lovely Complex! It's super funny and cute! It's a romantic comedy about a girl who's taller than most, and a guy who's shorter than most. Will they overcome their differences, put aside their fights, and fall in love? Naaaaah!
Anyway, I must depart, my little darlings! Farewell, farewell!
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